Throughout Moral Studies class today, I spent the whole time staring and thinking. Pooi Yee was absent and Denise was sleeping soundly next to me so I guess nobody disturbed my thoughts for that whole 40 minutes.I wondered about the decision I made 4 months back. Did I made the right choice, choosing you over him? Could things have turn out better if I've waited longer? Pooi Yee pointed out some time back that he's much more better looking than you and he is the kind of guy I've been looking for. But today, by the end of LAN class, my mind was clear and I remembered back the reason why I didn't pick him. And that long phone call with you just now confirms my decision even more.
You're my best friend, my lover, and I could share everything with you. There are no secrets with you, even those deep dark ones. I feel at ease when I'm with you, I do not need to pretend to be something that I'm not because I know that you will not have any judgement on me. All my laughs used to be fake, just to entertain people, to make people happy, to escape those awkward moments. But you made me laugh, a real one, till my stomach aches really badly. Now, I laugh for no particular reason, I just feel like laughing when I'm talking to you. And trust me, these laughs are genuine. =D ( But please no more lame jokes please ! )
Yes, maybe you're
Not as handsome as Brad Pitt,
Not as buff as The Rock,
Not as tall as Yao Ming,
Not as smart as Einstein,
Not as rich as Bill Gates
But you're perfect in my eyes.
I love you.
