Shuuushh Adeline ! You're talking too much

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

为什么放弃要这么难?

不是放弃难,而是你不要放弃而已。

Friday, June 24, 2011

Dreams.

So.. I dreamt about you this morning. And boy, does it feel real.

It started off with me, Irin, Yih Shan and another girl ( I think it was Larissa) and we went to this place which had a stage and two rooms lol. Irin had this huge crush on you and pakat with Yih Shan to hide me away so that I don't bump into you. So you came backstage and Yih Shan hid me into one of the rooms. Somehow, you managed to come into my room and you were shocked to see me there. And you sat down and we started talking. We talked and talked and talked and somehow you ask me if we could get back together. And of course I said yes lol.

And I really felt happy throughout the dream, we were holding hands again and chatting and laughing like how we used to. I even brought you back to Raub to meet my grandpa. As you started your car and was about to leave with me, Grandpa stopped us and even gave you some pork to bring back. HAHAHHA. Grandpa looked really happy to see his grandchild finally brought somebody back home. In the car, you asked me what shoe size I'm wearing and I said 7 or 8. The numbers 7 and 8 keep on running through my mind and then I WAS AWAKE cos the number 8 is the time I was suppose to wake up for class. Funny how the brain works eh?

But the dream really felt real, the way you laugh and the way my hand can touch your face. It really made me thought that this was actually happening.

真得日有所思 夜有所梦

Talked to you a few days back and I realized how much I miss talking to you. It's been some time since we talked and I'm glad that I initiated the conversation. It always felt so relaxing talking to you and you always have your way of making me laugh with your lame-ness. And the way you talk, it's somewhat special. You're the first person I know who uses all 3 languages in a conversation.

But.......
I somewhat forgot how you sound like, it's been 3 years since I last spoken to you. And I forgot how tall I am next to you and how small my hand is compared to yours. The last time we measured, my hand was only half of yours and your big body always made me felt safe when I am with you. And I always loved how you would stand in front of me when we're going down the escalator and behind me when we're going up so that I won't 走光. Aww :)

And there was a show on TV the other day featuring these two singers and I stayed tune cos that guy on the left looked a lot like you.





Gahh.. I SHOULD REALLY STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU AND START FOCUSING ON MY EXAMS NEXT MONTH!